Birth Announcement
Welcome little
Eliza Lily Jones
Born July 22, 2009
at 9:55 am weighing 9 lbs 2 oz
a little more than 22 inches long
Lovingly
submitted by Heather Jones, Eliza Lily's Mommy
Eliza
Lily Jones is our fifth baby, fourth carried to term, third planned
homebirth, second planned unassisted, and first successful water
birth. This special day was also my wedding anniversary of seven
years to my best friend, Jason.
On Thursday, July 16th, I started having early labor contractions.
They consisted of five hours of regular contractions each day, and they would
intensify each day. I was starting to wonder if I would even take
labor seriously by the time I needed to. Before that, I had prodromal labor for weeks. It was frustrating and
emotional for me.
On Tuesday night, Jason went to sleep right around our older kids'
bedtime. It ended up serving him well to do so! Gideon, my two year
old, and I stayed up a little later. By the time we laid down for
sleeping at 10pm, I was feeling the familiar tugging of
contractions. I opened my eyes just to read the time each time I
would get a tug. I noticed that they were ten minutes apart. After
an hour of just observing and feeling them to see if they were
intensifying or not, I went to sleep.
On Wednesday morning, I was startled awake at 2 am with more intense
tugging which I wrote off as being mostly related to the potty break
I needed. I couldn't sleep after I returned from the bathroom, so I
just laid there next to Gideon for the next 2 hours halfway
sleeping. Each contraction was deep enough for me to breathe and
rock a little, but I was still able to rest. At this point, I knew I
was close to the edge of full-out laboring,
but I was also in this grey area of thinking it could stop at any
time.
By 4 am, I was tired of the ten-minute contraction range, and I was
wide awake. Not in pain, just alert and wondering what I could do
with myself at this point of the morning without waking the
household. I decided to wake Jason up to 'celebrate our anniversary'
and maybe keep the tugs going or even speed them up. Then I went
downstairs to do some computer work. I had a bowl of cereal. I
listened to some music, did my busy work, noticed the times from the
computer, and rocked and breathed through the contractions. Closer
to 6 am, I noticed bloody show,
and I figured that I'd go ahead and assume I'm in labor. I still
felt, in the back of my mind, that it could stop. I was just
so accustomed to being disappointed that I didn't want to get my hopes up.
I woke Jason, told him to let his teacher know he wouldn't be
coming into his college class that morning , and took a very warm
shower. The shower was a nice change of scenery and helped. We
decided there were some things we wanted to do before things got
rolling, so we started getting to work. I showed Jason
what I had in the birth boxes, we set them up in a convenient
place. Jason moved the furniture around to get things ready for the
birth pool. The kids started waking up for breakfast slowly.
By 7 am, Gideon was up and starting to bother me during contractions.
At this point the tugs had become intense enough that I needed to
lean over something, focus, vocalize, and rock. Kyler,
six years old, and Suzanne, five years old, were doing great, but
two year old Gideon couldn't understand that the small noises and movements from
him jumping up on the couch with me, or leaning on me, were hurtful
and distracting. I called my friend, Rachel, and asked her to
come pick him up. I still had no idea how quickly things were going,
and I packed a bag for Gideon including things he might need for a
sleepover. She picked him up sometime before 8:30 am.
I was really having hard contractions, but because everything felt
relaxed in between the contractions, I didn't seriously believe I
could be as far along as I was. By the time Rachel arrived for Gideon,
the birth pool was all blown up and being filled with water. I was
getting through the contractions by kneeling over my birth ball in
the TV room while listening to Pink Floyd's "A Momentary Lapse of
Reason" album coming from my husband's laptop in the other room. The
best songs for me were "Learning to Fly" and "On The Turning Away".
I think it was about 8:30 am when the tub was filled. I sunk in, dranking pregnancy tea, and hung out with my kids in between
contractions. They did fairly well while I moved and groaned through
the tugs. I loved laboring in the tub. It was so peaceful. The
living room was as perfect a place as I had imagined it to be when I
picked that birth spot. On one wall, I had my kids' first-year baby
pictures. On another wall, I had the view
out of my full windows into our gardens and trees in the back yard.
Also, it was a gloomy day which really gave such a nice dim light
through the window and made me feel like having tea and cuddling up.
At some point within the next hour, the contractions became more
difficult to work through. I was getting much louder as they hit.
The kids asked to watch a movie in the other room, so Jason put on
"Ariel's Beginning". When I had a contraction at this point, I felt
like my noises were pushing at the same time. I felt like the noise
I was making was pushing my baby down, and I wondered if this was
true or not. I felt inside just out of curiosity. The baby's head
was not even an inch inside. I could feel the dilated edge of my
cervix outlining the edge of the baby's head. I could feel the water
bag if I pushed at all on the middle of the baby's head. I thought about
how amazing this is, that I am this close to giving birth to my
baby, and I could be so clear-headed between contractions. I felt
like it was just a normal observation that I was making as an
outsider; not a woman in labor-land. I said to Jason, "Wow, I could
push this baby out, like, right now, but I don't think I want to.
I'm just going to let it come down on it's own." So, I did. He
thought I was nuts! "She thinks she could push the baby out but she
doesn't want to??? what is she crazy??"
Well, during those contractions, I steadied myself, focused on
keeping my breathing even, and occasionally would slightly and very
gently push just a little. The amniotic sac burst during one of
those. I felt the baby's head move further down, and I remember a
point where I had a bit of de'javu. I yelled out, "Ohhh, I was wrong
about the size of this baby!!" I felt the familiarity of the
difficulty I had in pushing out my 10 lb baby, Gideon. At that point,
it was too late to turn back, but it was the only time in the labor
where I thought I had changed my mind. In that moment, I didn't want
to go through with it anymore. Jason brought the kids in and sat
them on the couch, but I had to have them leave. I had to get loud
with my pushing to get the energy to push and keep my focus, but I
was roaring so loud that my kids had their hands on their ears. I
couldn't handle opening my eyes to see that, so I told them to
leave. Oh well, I felt more demanding pushing urges after that, and
I roared and pushed through three contractions just to get her head
out. I felt intense burning. I kept my hand down the
entire time as her head lowered and came out. I was sitting Indian
style for some of this and moving to my hands and a really low
squat. My hips were moving in a circular motion on their own. As
soon as her head was out, I was recovering my breathing between
contractions, and I felt very distinctly the shift of her body and
shoulders inside me. It was so cool! I love that I had her head in
my hand and could feel her body (on the inside of my body) preparing
itself for birth. With the next contraction, she was out, and I was
pulling her up to the surface of the water.
I kept
her body in the water for a small amount of time. I wanted this to
be a sort of 'Leboyer bath' experience. I wanted her to have that
gentle transition onto land instead of the violent force of
adjustment most babies get. Once I pulled her up onto my chest, I
saw that she was a girl and announced it, "I was right! I knew it!"
Jason grabbed a towel and helped me wrap her up. Soon after that,
Jason asked me what her name was, and I said "Eliza Lily". 'Eliza'
is a diminutive of 'Elizabeth', which means "pledged to God", and
the water lily is the birth flower for the month of July.
She
wasn't breathing for a small period of time. She was clearing mucous out a little, and then she still wasn't breathing. I turned her
sidways on my chest and rubbed her body. She cried a little. She
gurgled some more stuff out. She took some breaths. She still seemed
clogged up a little. I just kept rubbing her and talking to her.
Jason got me the bulb syringe, and I suctioned her mouth. During
her first nursing session a little later, she turned blue again with
mucous coming out her nose and mouth, but we got through that too.
She cleared it all out with sneezes and coughs, and she started
pinking up nicely after that. It was a little nerve wracking for
me, but even while it was happening, God was giving me peace that
she really was okay and her body was taking care of it.
After a short time hanging out in the pool after the birth, I felt
pressure and assumed that my placenta was detaching or had detached.
I left the tub and moved onto a mattress we had prepared near the pool. I
kneeled over a chux pad and got the baby diapered, dressed, and
blanketed. Unlike with my last baby, Gideon, this little girl had a really long
cord, so it was easy to do all of that without having to cut it yet.
I had wanted to do this with Gideon, but since his cord was so
short, I was unable to manage it. The baby all wrapped
up and warm now, I checked to see if I could push a little, but the
placenta wasn't ready. I called my mom instead. I was so excited to
tell her that the baby had come.
While I was on the phone with my mom, I felt a strong urge to get
that placenta out, and I set the phone down near me so I could
concentrate. I used a little traction on the cord and 'coughed' the
placenta out. I was surprised by the size of the placenta. This one
was really small and oblong-shaped compared to my last two babies. I
wrapped it up and moved onto a fresh chux pad so that I could sit with
the baby and nurse. When I picked the phone back up, I explained to
my Mom why I
took so long to get back to her, and I think she was tickled that
I took a break to deliver the placenta and got back on. It was kind
of funny, like how normal birth can just break itself into our day.
I didn't cut her cord until I was ready for us to get cleaned up and
moved into another room. It was about an hour and a half. By that
time, the cord was limp, cold, and had no blood moving through it.
Jason held her, and I just cut it down by her feet so we wouldn't
have to disturb her blanket.
My older children came in while I was still in the birth pool and
shared in the wonder and miracle of birth immediately after she was
born. My youngest son was brought back to our home a couple hours
later. I love that my older children were able to take part in the
birth of their sister.
I didn't tear. I didn't really think I would tear, though, since I
never had before. It's so nice to have the opportunity to move the
way your body demands in birth and to have more awareness and
control over the speed of delivery. The bleeding was
minimal and has been since the birth.
While I was pregnant, I had a fear of the labor possibly being so
quick that I wouldn't be able to keep up and manage the level of
intensity. It wasn't like that at all. It was quick, but I enjoyed
the ride. It was by far the most peaceful yet exciting birth I have
experienced. I feel so content and satisfied, proud to be a woman
and of how God created my body.
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By the second day postpartum, my afterbirth pains were less. My bleeding was
less than my other births. I have had a very difficult time recovering after childbirth with my other children, hormonally.
Emotionally, I returned to my pre-pregnancy self by four days postpartum besides the
firm round uterus in my pelvis, some soreness, and mild bleeding.
I remained calm, capable of handling my older kids while working out
nursing issues with this one. I
attribute this to the stress and adrenal supplements I took with
chiropractic care. I also drank my pregnancy tea religiously from
the second trimester to the end. It was the first time I was
pro-active for my health in this way during pregnancy, and I believe
those things paid off enormously.
It's funny how after overcoming nursing challenges with my other
babies, I'm able to just be so laid-back about the small nursing
challenges we've had. Eliza only really nursed once or twice in the
first day. I know I would have been discouraged and
second-guessing my nursing relationship with her if I hadn't had the
educational information about breastfeeding with Charis and La Leche League.
At this time, I'm not pursuing education as a birth professional,
and I haven't for the past year. I believe I rushed in when it
wasn't quite my season to serve in this way, but the
information and support I found through my relationship with Charis
as a student has helped
develop me as a mother and a birthing woman in a way that I
cannot describe fully. Someday, I will be back when God wants to use
me for birth services.
Jason and Heather Jones with their little ones:
Kyler - 6 years old, Suzanne - 5 years old, Gideon
- 2 1/2 years old
and newborn baby Eliza
Here's our tribute to Eliza's birth (enjoy!):
Eliza Lily Youtube Tribute
'Behold, I will bring them from the north country, And gather them
from the ends of the earth,
Among them the blind and the lame,
The woman with child and The one who labors with child, together,
A
great throng shall return there...And My people shall be satisfied with My goodness, says the LORD.'
Jeremiah 31:8, 14~~~
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